Six Months Later
Leah was sitting on a cushioned chair watching her husband pace about the room. He was nervous for her, and Leah felt as though she was spending her life constantly reassuring him that everything was going to be all right.
She was pregnant, the baby was anticipated in the next few months, and she had taken to life as a pregnant lady with ease. The same, however, couldn’t be said for Flynn.
He was pacing around the room as she waited patiently for the physician to arrive. It had only been a slight pain in her side. Leah was sure that it was just the baby kicking again, but Flynn instantly wanted her to see someone who knew more about it than he did.
“Please sit down, Flynn,” she had no choice but to speak up in the end.
“I cannae just sit around and pretend to be calm when the physician is on his way, nae when it involves yer health,” Flynn said while shaking his head.
“If it was something serious, I’m sure that they would have spotted it a long time ago, and I would be getting the best treatment for it,” Leah said, placing a hand on his arm to stop him pacing. “My father was poisoned over six months ago, dinnae ye think that he would nae still be with us if our physicians weren’t the best?”
It was a thought that remained with her every day. Leah was having to constantly think about the worst happening, but her father’s health had finally held steady, not getting any worse but also not getting any better. Things were all right for the time being, but Leah was sure that the stress of her father’s health was having an impact on her own. She knew that it was simply something in life that she could do nothing about, something that she couldn’t control, but Leah still worried. She grimaced at the thought of her father passing when she had only got to spend such a short amount of her life with him. It didn’t seem fair, but Leah had long ago learned that life rarely dealt a fair hand.
Like her father, she was far too stubborn to admit things. She wasn’t about to admit to Flynn that he could be right, that there was something wrong with her pregnancy, even if the thought had already crossed her mind.
She wondered from time to time if her stress was going to affect the baby, but she didn’t want to worry Flynn even more. He was concerned at the best of times, and so she knew that needlessly worrying him with her own worries was pointless.
“Yer father is a very lucky man,” Flynn said while shaking his head. “I used to gamble a lot, and I dinnae like our odds of simply leaving it to the physicians.”
“Flynn, ye are thinking about this too much. It was nothin’ more than a kick. It happens all the time.”
“How do ye ken that’s natural?”
“Ye are being impossible!” Leah declared with a groan while sitting back. She couldn’t understand what had gotten into him.
“Ah, finally,” Flynn said, shaking his head as one of the older physicians walked into the room. Leah could only shoot him an apologetic glance to make up for her husband’s temper. It only seemed to rise whenever her health was in question, and while Leah was grateful for his concern, she did find it a bit much at times.
“All right,” the old man said, coming to her side. “What seems to be the problem?”
“I had some pain in my side before,” Leah explained. “I think it was just the baby kicking, but Flynn—”
“It could be a bad sign,” Flynn cut in. “It could mean something is wrong with the baby, aye?”
They both waited patiently for the healer to speak. “Nae necessarily. It could simply be, as the lady has said, just a kick.”
Leah didn’t dare look up at Flynn, knowing already that his cheeks would be flushed with embarrassment and his pride wounded.
“My laird, I understand yer concern for yer wife, but she has yet at least two more months before ye can really start to worry. I would advise listening to yer wife a little more about what feels normal and what does nae. But I am always here to answer any questions that ye may have.”
“Right…of course, thank you,” Flynn said while nodding his head curtly.
Silence settled around them as the healer nodded in response before slowly shuffling back out of the room. Leah waited for the click of the door before raising an eyebrow at Flynn.
“Ye heard him. I had questions that he could answer; that is why I called him in here.”
Leah rose from her chair slowly, having to stop herself from laughing at the way Flynn was quick to be at her side in case she needed any assistance from him.
“Thank ye,” she muttered, but that was all she said, not wanting to upset him by explaining that she wasn’t that frail.
“I just want ye to be all right,” Flynn admitted as he stood in front of her with his head drooped slightly, so he could look her in the eye. “Ye are everything to me, and the thought of something happening to ye when—”
“It will nae happen,” Leah said while tenderly placing a hand on his cheek. “I will nae hear of it. I can feel that this baby is strong, that we will both get through the birth with nay issues. Ye must have other things to worry about besides me; we have an entire clan to run.”
Leah chuckled as she spoke, trying to make light of it all. It was the only thing she felt that she could do while they moved closer each day to meet their child. Her father had stepped down from the title of Laird shortly after her wedding to Flynn, meaning that they were both suddenly faced with a lot more responsibility than either of them could have ever prepared for. While her father was doing better, he was still in nowhere near health enough to be the one in control of an entire clan.
During the first few weeks of their new roles, Leah had admired how quickly Flynn took to being a leader for their people. He had a strong voice and good morals, a mixture that the people seemed to look up to as much as she did. Leah had been relieved when they visited the town and spoke with a few farmers and merchants. Flynn had good ideas about how to improve things, rules that would aid the people, not just him and her.
He was firm but fair, and she could tell from how he carried out his duties that he was going to be a good father to their child.
“There are other concerns at the moment,” Flynn admitted with a sigh as he ran a hand through his hair.
“What is it?”
Leah knew what it was. It was the boy in England, the nephew of Julia. That was something else that she had been thinking about too, but again, she wasn’t about to let Flynn know she was worried. He would have her under observation for all the hours of the day if he knew that she concerned herself with so much. And while Leah loved him for that, she couldn’t help but sometimes wish that he would back off a little.
“It is nae something that I wanted to concern ye with. I thought that the added worry could—”
“Flynn, whatever it is, I ken that I can handle it,” she said while trying to keep her voice level. He seemed to believe that she was incapable of handling anything, but Leah was a lot stronger than he took her for. She wanted him to say it, so that if she were to worry about it, he at least knew that she was aware of it.
“It’s about Julia’s nephew,” he said, holding her hands in his tightly.
Leah couldn’t help but let out a shaky sigh. She bit the inside of her cheek as she stared down at his feet for a moment.
“What about him?”
“He has returned to the highlands. At least that is what the reports are saying,” Flynn said. Concern laced his tone as he spoke, and Leah could tell that perhaps the true reason he’d been so concerned for her pregnancy was finally coming to light.
“What does that mean for us?” she asked, frowning. That was the question which had been burning through her mind ever since she’d heard the rumors that he was coming back. Surely there was no way that he would be able to make a strong claim, but Leah felt as though she needed to hear her husband say it before she could completely omit the worry from her mind.
“I dinnae ken yet,” he said with narrowed eyes. “I have guards on high alert, and the general is helping me gather more information on the situation. I’ve been wondering if he will try to seek revenge for his aunt’s death, but there are nay confirmed reports yet.”
Leah swallowed thickly at the thought of Julia’s nephew coming of age and seeking them out. It wasn’t pleasant to wonder if someone was planning to kill you. She felt the baby turn in her belly, but she decided not to let it show on her face. The last thing that she wanted was to worry Flynn any more.
This nephew could pose a danger to the child that kicked in her stomach, and Leah found her hands instinctively moving to her stomach as though that alone would protect their baby. She had the rightful claim to her father’s lairdship now that she was married, and there was no way that she could be challenged if she were to produce an heir.
As a woman herself, she couldn’t help but wonder if her mother had had similar thoughts about her as she grew inside of her. Leah was hoping for a boy, a baby that would become the heir of the MacMahon Clan and solidify their family lineage. A girl would disrupt everything. A girl would mean that she would have to put herself in the danger of pregnancy once more and try again.
Leah would have been lying if she said that she wasn’t scared of the risks involved with giving birth, but she was equally as excited to meet their baby in person.
“If there are nay official reports, then perhaps there is nothing to worry about?”
“Perhaps,” Flynn said. “But we cannae be too careful now, can we? Especially with a baby on the way. We may seem vulnerable from the outside. People could be plotting against us as we speak.”
“But we are united as a family. We will be strong against anyone who may come looking for trouble here,” Leah said while cupping both of Flynn’s cheeks in her hands. She didn’t break eye contact with him as she reassured him. “I promise ye that with my parents united as well as us, this nephew would be a fool to come making any claim to the title of Laird here.”
“What if he’s nae interested in the title but just in revenge on his aunt?”
“I doubt that a young boy like him would be interested in just revenge, especially for an aunt. It is already sounding like an excuse for him to get close to becoming Laird.” Leah hated that the nephew’s schemes were already in motion, and she also hated not knowing all of the details. Worry was seeping into her heart uncontrollably, but Leah knew that she couldn’t let it show too much. Flynn would only worry more, and the cycle would continue.
“Then he will have to go through me and all the castle’s men if he wants that,” Flynn said while rolling his shoulders back. Leah didn’t doubt her husband’s strength, but she was terrified of the thought of ever losing him because of a battle between men.
“But it is nae something that ye should be worried about right now, aye?” Leah reminded him as she smiled lightly and pressed a chaste kiss to his lips, as though the action would calm him down a little.
“Aye,” Flynn breathed out for a moment.
He then placed one hand on her hip while his other gently caressed the curve of her baby bump. She could feel her heart fluttering at the thought of the man she loved becoming a father.
“Ye are doing a good job,” she said, trying to catch his eye once more. “Ye are going to be an incredible father, just like ye are already an incredible laird.”
“Ye are just trying to calm me by reassuring me,” Flynn said.
“Nay, I’m speaking the truth of what I have already seen of ye,” Leah said while continuing to smile at him. “I ken that my parents are certainly impressed, especially my father since he knows what it takes to be a laird. He told me the other day that he could nae have asked for a better successor.”
She could see that her positive words were bringing some color back to his cheeks, and Flynn couldn’t stop his lips from twitching upwards. He chuckled for a moment and shook his head, a rare moment where he appeared to be rather bashful.
“Ye are too kind to me,” he said and placed a kiss on her forehead.
“Now, if ye want to concern yerself with actual things that are coming up,” Leah said as she took a step back from him. “Ye can help me with some wedding preparations for my mother and father.”
“Aye,” Flynn nodded. “I love that after so many decades, they are finally getting to unite like this.”
“Aye, me too. It really feels like the perfect ceremony for them,” Leah said.
She had been elated when her mother told her that she was moving to the castle and was going to be marrying her father. She thought back to the town they’d left behind, a miserable place where the people had wrongly judged her and had made so many years of her life a misery.
“All right, then I’ll try to take yer advice and nae worry too much about what these rumors could lead to.”
“Whatever it is, we will tackle it together as we have always done,” Leah said, giving his hands a reassuring squeeze. “But I’m sure that we’re going to have much more to keep our hands full with when this little one arrives.”
“Aye, I think ye could be right there,” Flynn nodded while chuckling to himself.
From outside, the sound of rain pattering against the windows could be heard getting harder. Leah liked the idea of the rain washing away all of the worries and concern that had been plaguing her husband for weeks on end. She wished that he was able to fully relax with her and not always be so concerned about the state of her health.
“Do ye promise me that ye’re going to take it easy over the next few months though?” Flynn asked just before he moved away from her slightly.
Leah couldn’t help but chuckle at his question. She had been almost certain that he was finally going to stop asking her such things.
“I will be as careful as I can be for the next few months,” she said while nodding. “But only if ye promise to stop asking me so many questions about my health all of the time. I love ye, and I love yer concern. But I am going to be all right.”
“Fine, it appears that we both have some promises to make then,” Flynn said while chuckling.
“Aye, indeed we do,” Leah said with a smile before pressing her lips to his once more, sealing her promise with a kiss.
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